Same here. The division was/is very painfull and afterwards I think that was necessary. Why?
I am asking myself often?

It urged me for selfsearching and choosing to stand alone. I even liked to keep distance. It gave me the opportunaty to observe the fuckcin believers. With surprise! Walking and not talking about the most important event in our lives ....?

Now and after disclosure I suggest I am not the most lovely person.

After the awakening I would like to ask the most vocal “Do you feel bad about the part you played in pressuring people to get vaxxed, which ultimately killed them?” It sounds cruel, but the cruelty we all have experienced is off the charts.