Thank you dear Patriot -- I have that Fenbedazole horse paste on hand but I was able to secure 13.5 and 15 mg Ivermectin in pill form, made for humans. I'm taking a whole host of pills - just a few Rx , the rest supplements. I will see functional med doc on Tues. Then back to pain doc after MRI for more shots in other places in back

Reserach onco doc promised I would not be left to suffer in pain while going thru it. So I"m fortunate - I guess maybe I just took too long in finding alternative sources - I did learn early on that some things I thought would be useful would not be or contraindicated for my type of cancer (e.g. hyberbaric chambr;; IV Vitamins like C, K questionable. Whatever - it is what it is - I am still followng a restricted diet, and have a hard time not falling into depression - purposeful things I force myself to do as a one day at a time pace - like deorating house

I hope you have a beautiful Christmas and that your new years be one of splendor