If it makes you feel any better. I am a great Aunt and my niece will be 2 in December. I still haven't held her because I am unvaccinated and not in a sick phobic reality as her family that surround her with spike proteins. If life were normal I would have been at the hospital when she was delivered. It hurts like hell the way it is because my niece was at the hospital when I gave birth to my son and I will never forget her telling me that she loved me before they rolled me into the operating room. This reality we are living in has affected so many families in a negative way. I will never understand it.