There's a weird sensation of knowing that the work I did with onq.martingeddes.com and elsewhere is both historic and nothing at the same time. I was fumbling around from the public side doing my best to make sense of information structures whose full meaning was classified. So at one level it is "nothing" — I am adding zero to the total knowledge of humanity. Yet at another level, how are we meant to make sense of the world as a heavily brainwashed public attempting self-deprogramming? Not many turned up and were willing to withstand the social opprobrium and professional wipeout involved in looking at the Q drops and making a reasonable attempt at interpreting them. I knew nothing of continuity of government or the far bigger picture like Antarctica, off-world, resets, etc. So my work is both top quality (helps others progress), and useless (add nothing new), at the same time! It's going to take a generation for historians to catch up and analyse what really happened.

How did people joining the intelligence services ever get inducted into all this occult knowledge? How do they keep a semblance of sanity when it turns out the backbone of it isn't even classified, just normies ignore it all? How do intelligence insiders manage ordinary human failure of their own, as nobody is morally pristine? How do you socialise at work when operating in a compartmentalised environment? How do you trust the institution you work for when you are a cog in the machine?

I know that there's a lot of "fiction" that is pseudo-documentary that answers all these matters and more. Am just emotionally exhausted from so many years of being out in public and the endless stress of waiting for resolution. Can't read books, watch long videos, sit still for talks. Too fried form excessive information warfare. I know in my heart I am not lazy or cowardly; the "trauma freezes" are real psychological injuries that affect me and my ability to engage. AU is pastoral support.

"No, it's just another psyop, what you perceive is not reality, the surface is not the content, the denotation is not the intention, please pay attention, some of us aren't wired like you, we have different filters, we just want to help you see more clearly, why don't you want clarity, watching you being manipulated is horrible, this is dangerous, can't you see, it's just another psyop…" — the anon's lament.

I have learned that I don't need to describe the world as if I am some all-knowing savant; all I have to do is capture how I (and those like me) are relating to the world as we can make sense of it. That's achievable and honest. "I picked up these shiny objects and assembled them into this picture" is a truth on its own. Whether that picture resembles anything in the known world is another matter entirely.

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